i can't say that i'm not sad right now. :(
last year, i was having the time of my life-- my sophie yr ended well; my summer'05 was such a blast; the things i lost the previous yr all came back[stable prayer life. papa. joji. sk. more.] and it was so wow; sodium was such an ideal section, had fun all year long; i was such a happyhappy person; and so on.
i still am a happyhappy person with a massive crush on mr.tumnus BUT right now, i really am so down. konti na lang, maglalasing na ata ako. harhar.
before 2005 ended, shayne was very scared of 2006 and everything it will bring her. i realized just now that there's nothing to be scared of what this year brings, but rather, of the things it takes away. gosh. ripper. bilog kasi ang mundo. since lavished with happy things ung last year, baka it won't be the same this time around. and i feel like a present-day magellan. i live to prove that indeed, bilog is the mundo.
LCDC. i don't think i can go. crap. looking forward to it all year long pa naman. sayang. God, please bless me with a slot.
my grades. this one didn't scare me then. THEN. i should have been scared like this during the latter part of the year.. i could have improved or at least maintained my grades. feeling ko talaga.. bababa ako. :(
dixie. i'm no longer that close to her. to think that she's one of my bestest gal pals. u know how sad that is for me?
mam hipol. she can't be gone. yoko nga. pano na kapag nang-lysol ulet ako? *sigh*
bitaw. walang hiya.. nawawala ang bitaw! pestelicious.. ano nang gagawin ko?? rawr.
papa. parang TnT si papa sa dubai. wala syang visa so he's not allowed to work but he's working pa ren. so shempre, he has to hide every time they inspect. argh naman. hirap nun.
sungit girl. sabi ko pa naman na ayoko maging sungit girl pero sumasabay ako sa init ng summer. kanina nga lang, nag-away kami nung younger cousin ko. tapos, ang dami pang times na mabilis akong mapiss off. really bad.
the first quarter of my year wasn't so nice. i lost a lot. tapos, ang dami pang stuff na di ko nagustuhan. *sigh*
God brings beauty out of ashes.
