THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1. lysolista

2. panda girl

3. kajotayne

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. smile

2. skin color [yah. love it.]

3. ears [because i listen well]

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. my dust mite-attacked feet

2. oily face

3. unmanageable hair

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

1. filipino

2. malay

3. puerto rican

[jokejoke ko lang ung last two]

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. to lose the special people in my life

2. to grow regretful

3. APOY. goodness. how can i ever live? [ung lolo ko kc is a burn victim. when i was young, i got really traumatized when i saw my lolo's burned body. it made him sad that i no longer embrace or kiss him because he scares me. :(]

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. prayer

2. FOOD. i swear i'm a vacuum.

3. a lesson

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1. shirt

2. shorts

3. undies. [i didn't change ray2's answers. :))]

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:

1. jars of clay

2. kitchie nadal

3. sponge cola

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (current)

1. God of wonders [seventh day slumber]

2. ocean [ten shekel shirt]

3. what if God was one of us [joan osborne]

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:

1. God [it has to be God-centered. without Him, what's the point?]

2. no pressure. [i don't want the guy to demand time from me. sapakin ko kaya sya!]

3. love and respect [he has to love my family too.]

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:

1. i used to have eczema.

2. i once considered suicide.

3. i never had a crush on brad pitt.

[now, guess nyo kung alin ang lie. the one who gets it correctly will.. win 20 Php! haha. barat. serious ito.:)]

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

1. HAIR/no HAIR. [there should be something about his hair. or BOKALS sya. basta dapat bagay sa kanya.]

2. eyes

3. pagkaMORENO. [oh yeee.]

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. eating

2. computer-ing

3. thinking

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1. kumaen

2. magreview for UPCAT

3. matapos ang resistivity meter

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

1. ninja

2. DENR secretary [seryoso. gusto ko]

3. programmer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1. ROMBLON [i miss that place. sobra.]

2. singapore

3. big brother house [bwahaha...]

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE: (boys/girls)

1. girl:maria shiela joji ray crizelle [waw. ang ikli a]

2. BOY:pokwang

3. jang geum

[i don't wanna decide on this alone.]

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. become a missionary

2. return favors to my family [build a house for my grandparents. finance my brother's education. buy a car for mama and papa]

3. inspire people

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY/GIRL (whichever you believe yourself to be): a GIRL!

1. i used to collect BARBIE dolls.

2. i have an endless list of happy crushes.

3. PINK rules.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:

1. jaime king

2. ryan gosling

3. champ lui-pio

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:

1. jojikles

2. andrew

3. mich B.

i don't think i can afford to do this tomorrow and it wouldn't hurt if i do it today so..

he's the mightiest, the toughest, the meanest and the cuddliest!

above all, he's the legendary MARK JASON. move aside and beware because in a short while, it'll be his birthday [wow. this makes a lot of sense]. don't greet him if you would love to see your life screwed up!!! so c'mon.. give the legendary MARK JASON the loudest birthday shout. it wouldn't hurt. once a year lang nagbbertdey ang legendary MARK JASON.

burr, you should be flattered by now. pinagpalit ko ang panonood ng jewel in the palace para lang mapost toh. imagine-in mo, hindi lang jewel in the palace ang namiss ko, pati KIM SAM SOON. oh no. of all the shows naman bat KIM SAM SOON pa?! all this penitensya just to greet you.. crap.. i'm getting too thoughtful. kaya you better be reading this kung ayaw mo maregaluhan ng jombags.. harhar.

have the happiest birthday mark jason. thanks in advance for the big mac and sprite float! God bless. :)

woohoo. ang cute ng kapatid ko! inutusan nya akong gawan sya ng blog. natuwa naman ako kaya sige, wish granted. [http://vincelouis.blogspot.com] magtag naman kayo para matuwa sya. :)

just came from ateneo. MY FIRST WEEK OF WORK IS OVER.. congratulate me!!!

FAQ
1. how are you feeling? mabaho. pde bang sagot un? i'm feeling very mabaho from all the things i've been doing the whole week. pero alam mo un.. i'd rather feel mabaho from a work that will help people. kesa naman sa bahay lang. mabango ka nga pero halos mabulok ka na. mas mabaho pa un!

2. how is janel feeling? uh.. mabaho rin siguro. i think we're both having fun. masaya syang katrabaho kaya lang nangungurot! lolz.

3. what exactly are you doing? electronics. dealing mostly with wires. untangling 240-m wires that cost P18000, soldering [which i thought was called 'smoldering'.. hehe], labeling wires which will be soldered to a 25-pin connector [the soldering part is really scary. you can't afford to be stupid.]. we also solder alligator clips. in short, we're doing a RESISTIVITY METER.

4. huh? a resistivity meter is used to find groundwater. resistivity is the inverse of current. it will be mounted on a fracture where water flows. the higher the resistivity, the higher the chance of finding fresh water kc less ung salt so ung current, di maxadong nattransport. did i explain that right? i guess so. basta! more or less, it works like that.

5. HUH?! it will be used in sulu where, as boss john ong explained, water is scarce. there's water everywhere since it's an island but the thing is.. they need POTABLE water and most people have no access to that. sad talaga. more than half ng ginagamit nilang tubig ay contaminated. ang daming E. coli sa water so ang result, diarrhea. another problem pa tuloy. making the matters worse is political war and all the other wars in sulu. you know naman that place.. rebels vs. military war site. ung resistivity meter nga, supposedly, iddeploy sa isang certain town kaya lang pinatay dun ung mayor. they need so much more than potable water.

6. ok. how's your boss? bosses. for the time being, si sir john ong muna since ung project nya ung ginagawa namin. un ang pinaka-urgent e. mababait sila. kanina nga e, pinagmerienda kami. nung isang araw, me free halo-halo. o san pa kayo? di nila kami pinapagalitan at hopefully, never nilang gagawin un. parati silang tumatawa. nakakatuwa nga sila e. parang kanina, si sir john, 10 times atang nagcomplain na panget daw ung pang-shave na binili nya kaya nasugat baba nya. tapos nagkkwento sya about his brother na malakas magpatugtog kaya naiinis sya. si ate jenny [genevieve actually] naman, friend sya nina mam dax at sir luy so un.. rakista sya and she's really nice to us.

7. any accidents? besides the swollen fingers and pangingitim, thank God.. wala naman. careful na ako since that lysol incident.

8. what will you be doing next? refer to answers in number 3. besides dun sa mga un, pupunta kaming pampanga for water sampling. pagkatapos ng resistivity meter, siguro dun kami sa ibang projects tutulong.

9. do you like your work? sobra. iniisip ko nga ngayon na eto ung gusto kong career some day. so baka piliin kong curse course ang environmental science. i'm having so much fun soldering [un kc ung naka-assign sa kin na work]. 4 days ago lang, walang wala akong kaalam-alam sa electronics. i even called soldering, smoldering. pero ngayon, i'm doing the things i never thought i would be doing. ang dami kong natutunan so far pero maliban dun, alam kong me patutunguhan ung pagpapagod namin ni janel 7hrs/day. this country needs people like sir john. public service without politics. no need for recognition. enough na ung maserve mo sila. minsan kasi nakakairita ung mga bridges at waiting sheds na nilalagyan pa talaga ng pangalan nung mayor na nagpagawa. sayang sa pintura. sana ginamit na lang sa pedestrian lanes na nabubura. as if namang kanila ung mga tulay at kalye. ano un? kikay kit na pde nilang balandrahan ng name? wala namang purpose kung tutuusin e. inaangkin nila kung ano ang supposedly para sa lahat tapos tinatawag nila ung public service? show off lang sila e. kapeste. hindi naman sila si champ lui-pio.

9. walang kakonek-konek ung ibang mga sagot mo pero sige na nga.. me ikkwento ka pa? oh yeah. nakita ko ung grade school MAJOR crush [as in MAJOR-MAJOR] ko pero di ko sasabihin kung pano. feel ko kasi mababasa nya toh. anyway, nakita ko sya. woohoo! **tapos kanina, for the first time, kinalungkot ko ang pag-gain ko ng weight. halos sumabog na ung jeans na suot ko. **our new kasambahay is pissing my mom off. ang dami nya kasing nababasag. tapos ung bagong favorite ni mama na dress, nasira nung nilalabhan nya. parati silang nag-aaway ng kapatid ko. tulog pa sya nang tulog. di nya tuloy nababantayan ung cousings ko. inis na inis din ung isa naming kasambahay sa kanya. worst of all, SHE ALMOST BURNED OUR HOUSE. oh well, ka-edad ko lang kasi sya e so naiintindihan ko naman kahit papano kung bakit marami syang kasablayan. ganun din siguro ako kung magiging yaya ako.

10. ok. anong last words mo? woohoo. yeah. c'mon.

how nakakangarag: first day of work if you call it work.

kagagaling ko lang from the manila observatory which is in ateneo dahil dun ung ssip* namin ni janel. *it's blahblah internship program-- i don't know what the s's stand for pero for sure, summer ung isa dun. use your imagination na lang. it's probably.. shayne's summer internship program. i dunno.

naggising ako earlier than the usual. gaya nga ng sabi ng tita ko, "kelangan magpa-impress ka. first day mo pa naman." alryt. i will pa-impress. so i was there at 9. janel came a little later on, like 9.03. we were waiting ever so patiently in vain. ang dami nga naming napag-usapan e. sa sobrang dami, umabot sa point na pinag-usapan namin ung name ng fair na issponsor ng batch* at pati si JANG GEUM. grabe. umabot na nga ata kami sa sukdulan. she was fun to talk to naman kaya ok lang PERO kung mainit ang panahon at usually tulog ka pag ganung oras, you'd rather die. so instead na magpakamatay kami sa sobrang pagkapiss off, pumunta na lang kami sa happiest place on earth next to disneyland, JOLLIBEE. so dun muna kami for a while. balik na naman. kwento-kwento ulet. "hey, moments of love." "yeah, moments of love. majika. encantadia." "o yeah. grabe, di sila nagsawa ke angel locsin!" "harhar." *no FAIRking [on both sides]. walang FAIRa. and the best of all, school fair. gosh. me gaganda pa ba dun?

until.. dumating si domo at mark jason na nagwwork din sa ateneo kaya lang sa materials science sila. more chikachika kasi wala rin pala ung boss nila at sa tingin ko, me mas right tong dalawang tong magcomplain dahil since 7.30, nagsstroll na sila sa ateneo. could you think of anything sweeter than that? pero mas ok daw ata sa kanila un kesa dun sa pcmc [where vinna works; btw, thanks vinna for the testi. really touching :)] kung san breastfeeding ung research. OMG. woah... BREASTFEEDING. breast milk.. isn't that the very first thing you ever tasted in your entire life?? nakalimutan mo man ung lasa nya, makakalimutan mo ba na sya ang pinakaunang nagsustain ng buhay mo? syempre hindi. enough na siguro na wag mong kalimutan yun. di mo naman na siguro kelangang magresearch about it noh? *lolz.* c'mon.. boys sila e. let us understand.

the pretty hideous me: ano bang gusto nilang gawin sa milk?
domo/jason: i-preserve.
the pretty hideous me: ok. di ba pwedeng lagyan na lang ng asin?

the moment i've been waiting for: LUNCH. before naming kumain, daan muna kami sa LSC to check out our friends. they weren't there though. nakita namin si jirah [did i spell that right?]. di bale, next time, mag-sisit in kami. tapos, nakasalubong namin sina potchi ko, zy at garrick. tapos humabol si nave. we ended up eating at pizza hut. libre ni domo. yey! :) balik na naman sa work by 1.

kwento ulet. nadedepress na si janel sa sobrang paghihintay. imagine ba naman, nakapag-jollibee-pizza hut-LSC visit at lahat-lahat and worst of all, napag-usapan na namin sina juday at piolo, wala pa rin si boss na kapatid nga pala ni mam simpas. so nagdecide kami na umalis na lang. leave na lang daw kami ng message ke boss so humingi kami nung message slip. ang hirap maglagay ng dedix. ano naman kasing isusulat namin? "hey dr. simpas/fr. McNamara*, we don't wanna wait in vain. we resign." haihghasghhagohop. [pouts] *i don't know how he's related to robert McNamara. tanungin ko pag pumasok na sya. baka mamaya, great grand son pala sya or cousin. who knows?

until..

[2-2.30 pm]nanjan na si dr. simpas! woohoo. yesss. finally. first assignment: maghubad ng wires at matutong magsmolder. first time kong ginawa ung mga un ever in my entire life. malayong malayo sya sa inoculation at aseptic techniques na pinagsawaan ko na sa lab tech. me advantage si janel since basic electronics ung elective nya. pero still, nagtry ako. hindi man ako makasmolder, nakakapag-err.. naman. di ko alam tawag sa ginagawa ko. pero para san ba yun? baka naman for fun lang un ng mga taga-MO, more like an alternative to gym or spa. well siguro, YES. partly for fun but mostly for SERVICE. project un ni sir john ong. a device to look for groundwater. wouldn't it be nice to have an easier way to find a water resource in remote places? if i will have to do thousands of it, provided that every filipino will benefit from what we will be working on, kahit mag-extend pa ung 120 hours ko of ssip at kahit maghintay pa kami ni janel nang 5 hours for someone na galing pala sa conference kaya di kami napuntahan agad, ok lang sa kin. OA ata un pero seryoso ako.

to domo and jason na di sinipot ng boss nila, have fun. alam kong maeenjoy nyo ang elastomers as much as i am enjoying stripping off covers from wires.


this is getting pretty long. i doubt na me magbabasa nito up to this point pero nabbother ako nito e.

tumawag dito ung company ng tatay ko sa dubai. malay ko ba na araba pala ung kausap ko nung una so tinagalog ko sya and she was, "wutt??" grabe. napa-english ako nang wala sa oras. hinahanap niya tatay ko so sinabi ko, "he's in egypt." "HUWUTT?? HE'S IN EGYPT. egyptegyptegypt??" goodness. shayne, sablaysablay. baka bawal sabihin kung nasan sya so sinabi ko, "yeah. egypt. it's a place. how old are you? how come you don't know that egypt is in malate?" tapos minura nya ako in arab, kala nya di ko naintindihan. lolz. JOKE LANG. like i wanna dare. edi, napaisip nga ako na baka dapat di ko dapat sinabi na nasa egypt sya so sinabi ko na, "i actually don't know where he is." "but wait.. is he really in egypt?" "NO."

tawag agad ke mama, "ma, bat hinahanap si papa ng burnthill? di ba nila alam na nagresign na sya dun tas lumipat na sa egypt?" malay ba ni mama so nakipagchat ako sa tatay ko. kinwento ko.. and he went: "WOAH.. BAKIT MO SINABI?" as in all caps. "ama, tinataguan mo ba sila?" kasi it appears to me na concerned lang naman ung burnthill kaya hinanap nila ung employee nila. parang tinakbuhan ng tatay ko ung company. it made me so upset. "hindi ah. nag-email ako sa kanila." ako to myself: email lang pala e. bakit di personal? OMG. pa, ethics.

ang tagal kasi ng processing ng working visa sa dubai so kung magsstay dun ung tatay ko, para syang TNT na tinataguan ung mr. inspector so mahirap unlike sa egypt na mabilis agad syang nabigyan ng visa. secondly, ung mga araneta at zobel lang makakatira dun sa dubai. patis nila dun, emperador na sa philippines. ang mahal ng stuff. ang sarap tuloy magpakamatay. sorry sila, fajutagana lang kami e. pero still, i don't understand kung bakit hanggang email lang ung resignation letter. argh. feeling ko, tatawag ulet ung araba.. alryt. magiging close kami nun.


i really really doubt na me fan ako na kayang magbasa up until here, pero kung meron, eto..

dahil mahilig ako sa christian rock at gusto kong ishare kung gano kaganda ang genre na un, I ADVISE YOU TO LISTEN TO NU107.5FM, EVERY SUNDAY, 1pm. it's the best because it's the only christian rock show in the philippines. ayokong magsalita against other genres pero eto lang ang masasabi ko.. kung na-eenjoy mo ung songs na me mura at other explicit content at tungkol sa love at humps, ano pa kaya ung mga kantang tungkol ke Jesus na nagbuwis ng life Nya para hanggang ngayon, makakanta pa rin tayo? it's not just about banging your head to loud christian music, it's all about HIM to whom these artists are dedicating their talents unto. kung mag-iingay na rin lang tayo, we might as well make noise for HIM who deserves more than that. rock for Christ&you won't regret it. wanna rock?.


to end my ever so long post, with my nalalabi and kakaunting strength [in ate nika's words], i would love to type something that made my stressful day worth it, an excerpt from vinna's testimonial for me:

.....she listens..she encourages..she inspires..yes..though she's not as hot as angelina jolie, her faith is burning that when you get close to her, you'll get that same passion she has for God... be shayned.

being not as hot as angelina jolie is worth it after all. :)

http://beunashamed.com -- be unashamed of what WHO you believe in. i don't think He's ashamed of you. [the image there should be shaking]

Once upon a recess break, bored to death ako until I saw this girl and she was flipping her skirt up and down. Inisip ko, "Timang din toh a!" Tapos, pinagtawanan ko sya. To think na di ko naman sya kilala. She went up to me and said: "Anong problem mo?" Before I knew it, nagsasapakan na pala kami [lolz]. That's how crizelle and I started as friends.

Hindi sya ung girl na mahilig magbalandra ng panty. Ni hindi ko nga nakilala un e at lalong hindi nya ako inatake [gawa-gawa ko lang yun]. Eto talaga ung totoo.. Edi.. tinawanan ko nga ung girl. Tapos, ung katabi ko that time, tumawa rin sya. Ayun.. un na si crizelle. From then on, kahit ano pinagtatawanan namin. Wait.. parang me mali. Hindi ata un ung first time na me pinagtawanan kami nang sabay. Mas nauna pala ata naming pinagtripan ung bakla sa class naming kasi bakla sya. Well anyway.. the point is, naging best friends kami nung elem. Mega-katelebabad ko toh e. world record. Me time nga ata na naka-seven hours kami. Ano ha, kaya nyo yun? Dumagdag pa ung internet. Olrayt. Katelebabad na nga, kachatbabad pa.

Kilalang kilala na nga ng bahay namin ung boses nya e. Madalas akong pagalitan kasi wala na lang daw akong ginawa maliban sa magbabad sa telepono with crizelle.

[anniv letters sakin ni zelle. ung isa pa nga jan, kinopya nya ung dedix ko dun sa previous letter ko sa kanya. lolz.]

*phone ringing*

Ate Nene: Hay naku.. si crizelle na naman yan. [picks up phone] Hello?
Crizelle: Hello?
Ate Nene: sinasabi ko na nga ba. Hoy, Shayne!!! Si crizelle tumawag. Orasan mo yang paggamit mo ha. Wag puro daldal sa telepono.. [chooochooo]
Shayne: ok.. [sa receiver] KJ talaga ng mga tao sa bahay. Anyway, alam mo ba.. si Dual [codename yan. mahilig na talaga ako sa codenames ever since], ganyanganyan.
Crizelle: ay oo.. tapos, ganyanganyan.
Shayne: ay lalalala.
Crizelle: hahaha.
Ate Nene; hoy, bruha, dalawang oras na yan a.
Shayne: [to ate nene] 5 minutes pa..
Crizelle: wooshoo, ganyan. oo. ok. Blahblah. [after 30 minutes]
Shayne: o sige, babay na.
Crizelle: sige, I love you. Bye.

*after 4 hours*

Mama: bakit kanina tawag ako nang tawag parating busy?
Ate Nene: e si Shayne po kasi e. sila ni crizelle, hindi na nagsawa sa isa't isa. Nagkikita na nga sa school, pagdating sa bahay, telebabad. Wala namang kwenta ung mga pinag-uusapan.
Shayne: meron kaya!
Ate Nene: o talaga? Sige nga.. anong kwenta ng cardcaptor sakura? Puro naman cartoons pinag-uusapan nyo e!

*Shayne: tawa-tawa-tawa. Tapos, tatawag ako ulit ke crizelle para sabihin na pinagalitan ako.*

Until now, katelebabad ko pa rin sya. Di man kasing tagal nang dati, nakakatuwang isipin na kahit hindi na kami magkaschool, di pa rin kami nagsasawa sa isa't isa. :) [Ei zelle, alam kong nasa bataan ka at di mo toh mababasa pero since di ka naman forever jan sa bataan, eto.. isang zelle special sa blog ko. Happy hippy birthday. salamat for the wonderful friendship we shared since that very memorable recess. Will always love you.. your ever-loving bratinella, shaYne]

me business na kami ni ray2! woohoo. actually, naconceptualize pa lang pero di pa nagmmaterialize since mejo doubtful pa kami kung effective nga tong kalokahan namin. it's skin-making! [ikaw: OMG. that sounds really fun.] i know. iba na talaga pag walang maggawa.

i do hope na maging successful sya kc nalulunod na talaga ako sa pera. excited na nga akong simulan e. not because of the money naman. exciting naman talagang magka-business e. i've been wanting to have one.

dianne. hey lovely people, alam nyo ba ung url ng blog ni dianne valenzuela? tell me naman o.

martin looks like champ. haha. unbelievable.. and so wutt? shayne looks like crap nga e. o tapos? magiging better ba ang philippines kung me sampung libong champ sa antipolo?? oo naman. shempre. duh? isang champ nga lang, ok na e. kesa naman sampung libong smokers/drug pushers, di ba? mismong ung ex-crush ko nga, naninigarilyo na e isang taon lang ung tanda nya sa kin. sinisira lang nya baga nya. buti sana kung ung kanya lang. dongdong talaga. i can't believe i had a crush on him. argh.

guitar. no matter how much i try, i just cannot. di ko kc mapress ung strings enough tapos minsan di ko pa maabot. kuya efren is giving up on me. ARGH. waddever. di ko lang talaga sya talent. period.

"OMG. shayne. you're getting fatter." i am? that's good news. halos every other person sa neighborhood yan ang sinasabi. pati nga ung timbangan at pants ko e! they're screaming it out: tumamaba ka na, bruja! ung favorite jeans ko na binili ni mama for me last december, masikip na sa kin. before, maluwag sya.. pramis! nagbebelt pa nga ako e. tapos nung isang araw, halos di ko sya masuot. tapos, last night, twice akong naghapunan--sa bahay ko at sa bahay ng pinsan ko. bwahaha. 5 more kilos at magpapafiesta na talaga ako!

i have a new happy crush-- MARTIN! kapitbahay namin sya and i don't think anybody in our subdivision knows that my blog exists [aside from me, that is] so i'm free to shout it out.. MARTIN IS MY NEWEST HAPPY CRUSH. lolz. :) [you may be wondering how a happy crush differs from a non-happy one. ganito lang un.. happy=wala lang. so there. it's a wala lang crush. a triptrip crush! yey.]

kagagaling ko lang kanina sa dearest alma mater ko-- sbis. man, great things never change. nadagdagan man ng buildings and a whole lot of new faces, it's still the same school i've always loved.

i'll be working at the manila observatory a week from now. really geeky work. pero mind you, it's science for service. we do air quality control and lots of work involving things that directly affect everyone. like the one sir john ong is working on. remember the leyte landslide? he's doing something to prevent another one of it in the future. o di ba, astig? yan talaga ang gusto kong gawin pero di ko nga lang alam kung pano. this is a good start then. wah.. so excited to start! janel and i will surely learn a lot. tralalala.. maiinggit kayo!

they have this research on air quality. gumawa sila ng device which is basically a pump, pumping in air through a filter. ung filter ung inaanalyze nila. they're trying to see how polluted our air is and which pollutants are present. dun sa mga sites kung san nila nilagay ung device... ang pinakapolluted would be.. EDSA. the least polluted is.. well.. here, ANTIPOLO.

i can't say that i'm not sad right now. :(

last year, i was having the time of my life-- my sophie yr ended well; my summer'05 was such a blast; the things i lost the previous yr all came back[stable prayer life. papa. joji. sk. more.] and it was so wow; sodium was such an ideal section, had fun all year long; i was such a happyhappy person; and so on.

i still am a happyhappy person with a massive crush on mr.tumnus BUT right now, i really am so down. konti na lang, maglalasing na ata ako. harhar.

before 2005 ended, shayne was very scared of 2006 and everything it will bring her. i realized just now that there's nothing to be scared of what this year brings, but rather, of the things it takes away. gosh. ripper. bilog kasi ang mundo. since lavished with happy things ung last year, baka it won't be the same this time around. and i feel like a present-day magellan. i live to prove that indeed, bilog is the mundo.

LCDC. i don't think i can go. crap. looking forward to it all year long pa naman. sayang. God, please bless me with a slot.

my grades. this one didn't scare me then. THEN. i should have been scared like this during the latter part of the year.. i could have improved or at least maintained my grades. feeling ko talaga.. bababa ako. :(

dixie. i'm no longer that close to her. to think that she's one of my bestest gal pals. u know how sad that is for me?

mam hipol. she can't be gone. yoko nga. pano na kapag nang-lysol ulet ako? *sigh*

bitaw. walang hiya.. nawawala ang bitaw! pestelicious.. ano nang gagawin ko?? rawr.

papa. parang TnT si papa sa dubai. wala syang visa so he's not allowed to work but he's working pa ren. so shempre, he has to hide every time they inspect. argh naman. hirap nun.

sungit girl. sabi ko pa naman na ayoko maging sungit girl pero sumasabay ako sa init ng summer. kanina nga lang, nag-away kami nung younger cousin ko. tapos, ang dami pang times na mabilis akong mapiss off. really bad.

the first quarter of my year wasn't so nice. i lost a lot. tapos, ang dami pang stuff na di ko nagustuhan. *sigh*

God brings beauty out of ashes.

Anak ng baklang lechugas.. friends, di ba kayo naiinitan??

Mas napagod pa ko sa biyahe kesa dun sa mismong stay ko sa puerto galera nung weekend. Para kang sumakay sa EK ride na ten times worse. On the other hand, fun naman ung puerto galera. Di nga lang ako nakapagbeach-hop as planned kasi kulang sa time. Kelangan nang bumalik by Sunday kc me office pa si mama pagdating ng Monday.

Mejo badtrip ako nung una kc di ko narealize agad na ma-oOP ako. Ung mga kasama ko kc are like.. 6-8, 25-30 and 40-50.. wala akong ka-age bracket! Tapos pagdating pa namin sa pto galera, hilong hilo ako from the trip. Di pa nakahanap agad ng cottage kc di kami nakapagpareserve. So nung nakahanap na kami, tulog agad! Feeling ko nga di na ko magigising kaya parang pumunta lang akong mindoro para matulog. Kaso, ngangertz naman ako kung di ko ieenjoy ung stay, nothing ruins an experience like a bad attitude pa naman so naghanap ako ng pdeng gawin.

Nagpatirintas ako ng hair, as in ung parang iverson braids. Forgot what u call it.. somethingsomething-cornroWS hair. basta. Ganun. nagmuka tuloy akong rapper na NBA player na di mo maintindihan. Ang pretty pretty kaya! para akong timang. Nung nakita ako nina kuya james at kuya jv, tawa sila nang tawa. Walang hiya.. pinagtawanan ang hair ko. samantalang sina ate shy at ate dessa at ate tina were like, "Hey. Ang cute. Magkano?" In fairness, masakit sya sa anit. Harhar.


After nun, nagswim na ko. sabi kc nung tirintas girl, mas humihigpit pag nababasa. Sumakay kami dun sa banana boat. Ang fun. Hinihila sya nung speed boat, e minsan nagiging over-speeding boat sya kaya nagiging banana split kami. Tumilapon kami twice. Si tita pilar, afraid sya sa water so tuwing nahuhulog ung banana boat, di sya bumibitaw. Tuloy, ang layo ng pinapadpad nya. Scary. kc nung una, di namin sya makita pero after nung ride, pinagtatawanan na lang namin.

Swimming. Swimming. Shopping. Barhopping. Di ako nakabili ng pasalubong for my friends kc super limited ang budget na binigay ni mama. Tapos naalala ko na nagshopping nga pala sya nung isang araw so malamang konti lang ibibigay nya sa kin. Oh well, at least, nakapag-barhop. Dun sa tatlong bars, me mga sumasayaw na bakla. F na F nga nila e. pinakamagaling ung dalawang gays dun sa iforgotthename bar. Naglalambitin pa sila and everything. Ang energetic nila unlike dun sa other two, ang hinhin nung mga bakla, ang revealing pa ng mga suot. Migosh. Over ang pagpapagirl.. mga itsura nila ha.

The next day, tamad na tamad na akong magswim. Snorkeling na lang daw. Pero ayoko na talagang mabasa, feeling ko pa wala nang pera ang nanay ko so wag na lang. Sumama na lang ako dun sa boat kc makikita mo rin naman ung corals from there. Si ate dessa rin, ayaw na ring magsnorkel so me makakasama ako sa boat. Pagdating namin dun sa snorkeling area, sobrang na-amaze ako dun sa mga nakita ko. makikita mo talaga ung coral reefs kahit di ka nasa water. Nag-snorkel silang lahat, pati si ate dessa kc naengganyo sya nung sight. Ako rin kaya, sobrang nagandahan kaya lang wala akong perang dala. Gosh. Sayang naman toh. So nagstay ako dun sa boat, nagbabantay ng cameras at cellphones while inggit na inggit. Pramis, next yr, kahit limang oras pa kong mag-snorkel, makita ko lang ung underwater garden. Pagdating nila, they were like, "Ang cute magpakain ng fishes!" "Nakita mo ba ung mukang snake?" "Eel un, dongdong! E ung parang blue na gumagalaw?" "ayyy.. ang cute nun!" choochoochoo. And I was like, "Oo nga, ang cute nung bangkero. Muka syang fish. Nakakarelate ako. woohoo."

Tapos sinabi ko sa nanay ko na sayang di ako nakapag-snorkel, gusto ko sana. Sabi naman nya, "e bat di ka nagsnorkel?" wala akong pera. "sa cottage naman ung bayaran." OMG. To think na muntik na kong mamatay sa inggit tapos pdeng pde pala akong mag-snorkel. Harhar. Anyway, sige ok lang.. sabi naman nya babalik daw kami sa pto galera nxt yr or some other place na me beach so eon.. I will have to wait til then.

Anak ng tilapiang kalbo. Ngayon nga pala ung deadline ng prereg sa camp. Pano ko isusubmit?? Oh no. baka di ako makapagcamp. Wag naman. Iyakan na toh, last na nga, di ko pa mapupuntahan. I look forward to it pa naman every year tapos, di ako makakapunta, di ako papayag. Anak naman kasi ng.. ano kaya?.. chukaretang bruha. Aun.! Chukaretang bruJa talaga.

Kulot ako ngayon. Pinagtatawanan nga ako ni tita bing. Muka raw akong ita. Negneg ba naman [kc galing sa beach][saka anak naman talaga ako ng kanegnegan ever since] tapos tinanggal ko pa ung braids [ang bigat na ng feeling ng hair e].. tada!.. instant kirara na ko. pero in fairness, bagay naman daw ung kulot sa kin e. saka plan talaga namin ni joji na magpakulot for fun this summer kaya lang ayaw ng ina ko.

dahil inatake na naman ako ng vanity. Ayan.. evolution ng hair ko..