it is well with my soul :)

Saturday, February 25, 2006

siguro nakatanggap ka na nung text message na nagsasabing me walang magawa [na me AIDS] na naghahalo ng dugo nya sa ketchup ng restaurants, fast food at food stalls. wala akong nareceive na ganun pero nalaman ko kc every time na me gustong maglagay ng ketchup sa hotdog, me magsasabing "hoy, gusto mo bang magkaAIDS?" (sabay labas ng cellphone. messages. inbox. [pangalan ng nanay nya]. message tungkol dun sa ketchup)

alryt. me bago na namang urban legend. magaling.

ang transfer ng AIDS ay blood to blood. meaning, mamatay lang ang blood cells dun sa ketchup unless magmutate sila at magsilbing nutrient agar ung ketchup (pde 'tong pangSTR, Feasibility of banana ketchup as culture medium). pero kahit na... sabi nga ni kuya pito, pano kung me singaw ka pala? e d nagkaron ka ng hinayupak na AIDS nang wala sa oras. saka hindi ba kadiring isipin na me patay na blood cells sa ketchup mo? kung kadiring isipin, mas kadiring kainin.

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mga isang linngo na lang, perio na.

mga tatlong buwan na lang, senior na ako.

mga isang taon na lang, college na ako.

mga kalahating dekada na lang, cum laude na ako. [ikaw: angas ng lahi. ang galing magfeeling; ako: salamat. fishing ka ha.]

mga isang dekada pa, ewan ko na.

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nakakabobo na toh. ano ba talagang nangyayari sa bansa natin? hindi ko yan tinatanong dahil nadedepress ako [although nalulungkot nga ako dahil feeling ko ang gulo na ng pilipinas]. tanong ko yan kasi wala talaga akong alam. as in TANGA AT IGNORANTE. d ko kasi alam kung bakit me state of emergency at kung me coup ba talaga o wala. at kung me coup, anong problema nila? umuwi na lang kaya sila at magbalat ng lansones. masarap naman ang lansones, db?

pagka-off ko ng computer. maghahanap kagad ako ng dyaryo.

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alam mo ba na mahilig akong mag-aral? sobra. hobby ko un! oh yeah. i love earning pimples if it means staying up all night for a long test the next day. di ako tinatamad gumawa ng physics requirement at lalong hindi ako inaantok sa chem. eto pa... hindi ako ngccram. hindi rin nangongopya ng hw ng iba. sobrang hindi.

kung sana kung gano ako kagaling magsunungaling, ganun din ako kasipag.. siguro, malayo mararating ko.

[pag me nabasa ka about acads, iexpect mo na patapos na ang entry ko.]

alam mo ung kantang narda? ang cute noh? e ung nerda? mas maganda un.

[ayan.. sabi sa yo e.. tapos na.]

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Friday, February 24, 2006

before you read on, puntahan nyo 'to: YAEL RON ALEJANDRO S. ALBANIEL's xanga

nagddrama sya e. hahaha. kung mali ung link. pumunta kayo jan sa me right. me link din xa jan.

afterwhich, click ME. only then are you allowed to read on..

highlights of my week:
*umalis na ung tatay ko papuntang dubai
*pumunta si mr.tumnus sa Bible study
*...what should i say about asia hours?
*drug test rumor- i dont think i should say anything about this
*ate gelyn- parati ko syang pnpgpray; sori kung wala pa akong madonate pero pramis magddonate talaga ako- hindi pdeng hindi
*napunit contacts ko
*ang tamad ko, walang hiya
*sobrang nakokonsensya si "ano1"; xempre, ngayon lang sya natauhan
*nakakaloka ang STR. honestly, naeenjoy ko sya. masarap tumambay sa lab at makipag-usap sa fungi. <nerda ::awit na nanawagan..>

as much as i want to comment, ayoko rin namang ipagkalat ung mga nangyayari sa school. hey pisay person, kung gagawa ka man ng entry about it, wag mo na ring ikwento. e kc... wala lang. there are things better off kept within the campus. ipagpray na lang natin lahat ng nangyayari.

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Saturday, February 18, 2006

THE FOG OF PROM / THE PROM OF WAR [take ur pick]
"11 lessons from the prom night of shayne fajutagana"

stunning! hands down, this is the film of the year. -Washington Post

a must-see. why the heck should you miss this one?? like, i swear... it's like sooo outrageous. -ricky lee

*dundun* ladies&gentlemen, i'm sure everyone's blog will be infested with prom stuff and mine is not an exception. i hereby present to you my entry about my very first formal dinner and the lessons i learned from it. [ps- ako yung naka-green.ü]

1. wag mag-extract from luyang dilaw the day before prom UNLESS gusto mo ng dilaw na mga daliri. take it from me, magpa-french tip ka na lang;
2. take omens seriously- they're God's way to tell you what there is to expect;
3. wag mag-expect na isasayaw ka ng crush mo na halos di ka naman kilala. wag mo na ring pangarapin. baka mapakulam mo pa ung kasayaw nya;
4. kung gusto mong magsuicide, mag-heels ka for 12 hours [d b joji?ü];
5. tell the make-up artist not to overdo what he's doing on your face UNLESS gusto mong kutsarahin yung make-up sa mukha mo.. sige, masaya un;
6. kahit masarap mag-choco frap sa starbucks after prom [nico, ur the best], no thanks. iirapan ka lang ng mga pasosyal na tao sa greenbelt who are probably thinking, "my prom dress was better than hers. she looks ugly kaya."
7. bring extra batteries for your digicam dahil hassle ang magpaprom studio pic; 8. wag iiyak kapag ka-dance ang ex-date. magmumuka ka lang tanga;
9. mas mamahalin mo ang best friend mo after prom. make the most out of the night with her. maganda syang bonding activity;
10. dun sa mga naging memorable ang last dance, maswerte kayo. i-treasure nyo ung experience for life. isa kasi yan sa hindi ko magagawa;
11. pray before prom. unahin mo munang makipag-date ke God before anyone else. it's much more worthwhile than any slow dance.

ben and kuya dom, badtrip noh? sobra. dismayadong dismayado ako. tama ba namang i-announce na last song na tapos wala na pala? walang hiya.

scene
"announcement.. after this song is the last dance."

me: what?? seryoso? hala... sinong last dance ko? oi ben and kuya dom, sige kayo na lang. first half si ben. last si kuya. wala yung date ko e. [super excited na ako kasi syempre d b?]

*lights on, sound sys off*

mam chups: lahat ng mga sasabay sa bus, umalis na... *choochoochoo*

person1: oi, yung last dance??

person2: teka.. tapos na?

person3: it's over. di ko sya na-dance. *pouts.shouts.rambles*

me: [in a ballistic mode] ano?? tapos na? walang hiya... wala, tara, kunwari me music.. *choochoochoo*

/telon

paasa. pero sige lang, ano bang magagawa ko? hindi na nga ako sinayaw ni Mr.Tumnus, wala pa akong last dance. wow. ang galing.

there's this girl sa salon na kasabay naming nagpaayos for prom. naka-orange sya at ayaw sa kanya ni joji kasi snob sya [alam mo un, as if sya lang ang me karapatang magpaganda for prom]. i have nothing against her. nabanggit ko lang kasi me funny picture akong nakita sa digicam ko [the one up there]. yan si joji right after syang ayusan. tapos ung naka-orange, ayan ung beloved girl nya. d halata sa pic pero nakatingin sya nang masama ke joji, as in super sungit look tapos nakataas yung hair nya. wala lang.ü

honestly, it wasn't the night i've been dreaming of all my high school life. but then again, prom is prom. it's special as it is. i may not have totally enjoyed the millet fiullet (mil'fyoo) and heels but it was still... memorable? ok fine, so it is.

well at least, prom advent was one of the best things that ever happened to me.ü

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Monday, February 13, 2006

4 days before prom.

mega-drained.

wanna sleep na.

haven't started chem hw.

my head will go ballistic any minute.

uh-oh..

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Friday, February 10, 2006

after a long while, hi.

JREV. wow. how can words ever speak enough? nakaka-high. alam mo un, mauuhaw ka talaga e. sya ung tipo ng thirst na never mong gustong maquench. saka i've always wanted to see pisay pray and praise God. nakakatouch. sobra. eto lang masasabi ko, I TAKE PART IN GOD'S REVOLUTION. ewan ko kung me nagagawa ako pero sabi nga nila, desire is half the victory. at d ko lang sya desire, passion ko sya. i'm half way through. i really thank God the event materialized. para sa Kanya to.

ung prophecies, ka-elibs. ang ganda ng plano ni God for our country. i believe all of them. i'll mention a few...

multiplication- wow. what we have now, sobra sobra na. dadagdagan pa ni God. i mean, we're not exactly problem-free pero if u get to look at things, we're not that bad either. democracy. improving peso-dollar rate. international awards and stuff. let's not blame it all on our system. we do benefit from it and we are to receive more.
excellence- excellence. part sya ng tradition ng pisay. darating na rin ung time na makikita ng pilipinas how God can use pisay scholars.
supernatural realm battle- "there will be a battle in the supernatural realm, something inexplicable by science and beyond what is easily perceived and God shall be victorious and the world will see.." or something to that effect. could this mean miracles?

dami pa e. i really hate myself for not remembering all of them. just the same, i know God is true to His words.

CHRISTIAN ROCK rocks. sobra. binura ko na lahat ng kamunduhan ng media player ko. wala na ung black eyed peas singing bebot which is rather ,uh, pointless saka ung ibang stuff na maganda lang kung sinasayaw pero kung pakikinggan mo talaga ung lyrics, iisipin mo kung bakit nag-abala ka pang idownload sya. d naman magglorify si God dun e. i mean, i may not be a total saint but.. hey, that's the point. me mga areas na nga ng buhay ko na mali tapos pati ba naman to, ipagkakait ko pa ke God.

MrTumnus. hello. *sigh* ur my biggest happy crush so far. like as if kilala mo sarili mo. pero just in case me kung anong milagrong magdala sa yo sa blog na to [weh.. too far off. para na rin akong nagwish na magice-skating sa encantadia], wala lang. hahaha.. cute mo!

astro candles. aynaku. matutulog na lang ako. btw, nakacontacts na ko. bwahahaha.. ok. babay.

GOD ROCKS.

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